Gyah. . . I did it again. . . Disappeared.

I'm currently out of school, but I've been really busy. I need to go on campus later today and get schedule for summer courses. Yay for me. But I have to if I want to graduate Fall Semester. Bwuah. . .

There's a lot of nasty discourse right now, and I'm really just trying to stay away from that sort of thing and keep to myself while being insanely busy. I have an antique show in a month, so I've been planning and buying stock while selling out old stock via the internet.

I've also have had a lot more responsibilities, I've been taking care of my mother because of her health problems. She has a tumor that is causing problems with her adrenal gland, this and that, and it rather makes her unfit to drive and such, so any of those things have been up to me. I don't mind, it just really wears me out. My mother will be going into surgery to have the tumor removed, hopefully soon, that is, when ever the dumb ass doctors down here can stop scratching their asses and making my mother run through monkey hoops. They highly doubt it's cancerous, which in one way is very relieving, yet these morons here are quite stupid, so that worries me at the same time. I mean honestly, my mother spent six hours in a hospital while having a fibromyalgia attack and they thought she was having a heart attack. . . ::sigh::

I really wish I could catch a break, but it's just not in the schedule. I really want to take summer off from College, but I don't think that's going to happen. I think I'm just going to have to hanker down this summer and the next two semesters until next summer when I get to go to Japan. Yet at the same time, I just want some hermit-dom Renee time that involves me at my computer being a computer geek and comfy at home. I'd really like to put out some art, there's a bunch of ideas bustling in my head. Right now, besides being busy, there's so many of them that just overwhelm me!

Hmmm . . . I have really enjoyed these last two months in terms of creative thought though. I haven't been burdened with a shitty role play and being guilted into it because the other person was supposed to be a friend. Oh, am I ever glad that train wreck is over. It was just so sick, and the other person wanted nothing but to play a victim, it was just. . . twisted. And stupid, let's not forget stupid. That's over and I've been able to get back to thinking on my original story project. I do have a bunch of new ideas, and I really would also like to sit down and pen down some of this story, yet again, it's just not in the plans!