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Renee Heitman  

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Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 3:59 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: OC remix stuffs
  • Reading: Komomo's Book.
  • Watching: It's quieeeeeettttt
Gyah. . . I did it again. . . Disappeared.

I'm currently out of school, but I've been really busy. I need to go on campus later today and get schedule for summer courses. Yay for me. But I have to if I want to graduate Fall Semester. Bwuah. . .

There's a lot of nasty discourse right now, and I'm really just trying to stay away from that sort of thing and keep to myself while being insanely busy. I have an antique show in a month, so I've been planning and buying stock while selling out old stock via the internet.

I've also have had a lot more responsibilities, I've been taking care of my mother because of her health problems. She has a tumor that is causing problems with her adrenal gland, this and that, and it rather makes her unfit to drive and such, so any of those things have been up to me. I don't mind, it just really wears me out. My mother will be going into surgery to have the tumor removed, hopefully soon, that is, when ever the dumb ass doctors down here can stop scratching their asses and making my mother run through monkey hoops. They highly doubt it's cancerous, which in one way is very relieving, yet these morons here are quite stupid, so that worries me at the same time. I mean honestly, my mother spent six hours in a hospital while having a fibromyalgia attack and they thought she was having a heart attack. . . ::sigh::

I really wish I could catch a break, but it's just not in the schedule. I really want to take summer off from College, but I don't think that's going to happen. I think I'm just going to have to hanker down this summer and the next two semesters until next summer when I get to go to Japan. Yet at the same time, I just want some hermit-dom Renee time that involves me at my computer being a computer geek and comfy at home. I'd really like to put out some art, there's a bunch of ideas bustling in my head. Right now, besides being busy, there's so many of them that just overwhelm me!

Hmmm . . . I have really enjoyed these last two months in terms of creative thought though. I haven't been burdened with a shitty role play and being guilted into it because the other person was supposed to be a friend. Oh, am I ever glad that train wreck is over. It was just so sick, and the other person wanted nothing but to play a victim, it was just. . . twisted. And stupid, let's not forget stupid. That's over and I've been able to get back to thinking on my original story project. I do have a bunch of new ideas, and I really would also like to sit down and pen down some of this story, yet again, it's just not in the plans!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: In the husk that was your mind
  • Interests: Painting, Photography, Music, Writing, PORN
  • Favourite movie: Transformers
  • Favourite band or musician: VAST
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock Opera / Gothic Metal
  • Favourite artist: Joe Linsner, Linda Berkvist, Yoshitaka Amano
  • Favourite poet or writer: Garth Nix
  • Favourite style or digital art: High Fantasy / Digital Landscape
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: IPOD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Suzuha - most beautiful Geiko ever!
  • Favourite game: Lineage 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Starscream - Transformers
  • Personal Quote: "My karma ran over your dogma."
  • Tools of the Trade: Adobe CS, Painter 9, pencils, sketch book, and one wicked katana

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Devious Comments

~Neriak:iconNeriak: May 6, 2008, 1:03:32 PM
Thank you kindly for the :+fav: :)

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~Raelyyn:iconRaelyyn: May 2, 2008, 6:39:03 AM
thanks for the :+fav:!!

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=Initio:iconInitio: May 2, 2008, 5:10:11 AM
You are truly talented!

I loved to browse through your gallery :D

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[link] My new portfolio :)
*Armadria:iconArmadria: Apr 14, 2008, 7:17:08 PM
thanks for the fave!

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mah awesome avatar of Sprocket was made by ~Ayashe!! :noes:
*kitty1004:iconkitty1004: Apr 14, 2008, 5:55:07 AM
Hi there,

Due to you wishing me a Happy Birthday I thought I'd thank you by featuring you here Just For You!

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Thank You!

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~jankoboys6:iconjankoboys6: Apr 13, 2008, 2:53:59 PM
Amazing gallery, it truly was worth of my attention :aww:

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:spotlight-left:Please read: Very interesting: ~About Art~ --> [link]:spotlight-right:

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~Nurk91:iconNurk91: Apr 13, 2008, 12:20:12 AM
Thanks for the favs!

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[link] Please view!
*BrandiMuffin:iconBrandiMuffin: Apr 11, 2008, 4:21:52 AM
I love your avatar! Your gallery is so beautiful :heart:

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~DodgingTires:iconDodgingTires: Apr 10, 2008, 7:11:18 PM
thank you very much for the fave! :D
*snow-white-x:iconsnow-white-x: Apr 10, 2008, 6:50:16 PM
you're welcome :)

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~tehladynell:icontehladynell: Apr 10, 2008, 6:47:41 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:s!

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I am so humble and awesome. Like, you guys wish you were as humble and awesome as I am right now.
~whatzitoya:iconwhatzitoya: Apr 10, 2008, 6:31:48 PM Mood: Joy
very cool gallery!! D

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Whatzitoya buddy >.< :D
~red-jelly:iconred-jelly: Apr 7, 2008, 4:11:31 PM Mood: Love
Thank you for the favourites!
*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Mar 21, 2008, 1:48:52 PM
I will be featuring you on Sunday the 23rd of March. The journal should be online some time after 6:30pm GMT. Happy Easter

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~D-E-F:iconD-E-F: Mar 20, 2008, 3:57:44 PM
You have such a lovely gallery :D

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~Fuyou-hime:iconFuyou-hime: Mar 19, 2008, 7:04:26 AM
Thanks for the fave! Your girls are really good! I like your geiko a lot.

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*Armadria:iconArmadria: Mar 18, 2008, 8:51:44 PM
and thanks for faving my Pointless Argument, too!

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"FANTASTICONS! Is there no place you won't defile with your fantasticness??" :shakefist:

mah awesome avatar of Sprocket was made by ~Ayashe!! :noes:
*Armadria:iconArmadria: Mar 17, 2008, 7:52:43 PM
thanks for faving poor Starscream on MySpace XD

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"FANTASTICONS! Is there no place you won't defile with your fantasticness??" :shakefist:

mah awesome avatar of Sprocket was made by ~Ayashe!! :noes:
~StarWarsGURU:iconStarWarsGURU: Mar 17, 2008, 4:21:43 PM
Thank you very much for the fave ^^

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~harajukudarkangel:iconharajukudarkangel: Mar 17, 2008, 2:58:20 PM
loved your gallery!

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~HOD1989:iconHOD1989: Mar 17, 2008, 6:23:23 AM
i thin alll your images are awesome you have a wicked cool style!:)
(chek out my gallerie too:))

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~Rippie92:iconRippie92: Mar 17, 2008, 4:28:15 AM
Thank you very much :)

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~hikileyu:iconhikileyu: Mar 16, 2008, 1:47:58 AM
thanks for the fave. :D

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